Sunday, January 30, 2011

Sunday, Fun day

Sundays usually come with some anxiety for me.  The past couple have been exceptionally bad.  I get anxious because I'm worried/doubtful that I've got the very best story/lesson possible for Monday's classes.  Once first and second period on Monday have passed, I'm usually much better.  And by the end of the day, I'm confident that I can make it the rest of the week.  Why is Sunday so stressful? 
This Sunday's remedy came when I finally crafted a story for my third years with the following structures: no digas (don't say/tell), no pongas (don't put), no te pierdas (don't get lost).  It's difficult to come up with a story with all three.  It was probably pretty silly of me to pick these three commands, but alas I have a story.  It involves Bill Gates eating love pills (from another story) and talking with a few of his friends and his mother about his overpowering love of Lady Gaga.  He gets better when Steve Jobs gives him a shot of hate.  There's a lot of dialogue because we're focusing on commands, so I'm banking on the fact that my students will help me out.  I hope they will.  January always makes for a tough crowd. Happy Sunday!

Saturday, January 22, 2011

How to create interesting stories with time-limited classes????

Lately, I've realized that I continue to make the same mistake with my third year students - I teach too high for most of them.  Since my students only meet for an hour at a time for only three days a week, they don't have the same level of background/acquisition as other third year students.  This makes it difficult because they haven't acquired as much, but the curriculum we follow seems to disregard the lack of time/acquisition that my students have had. 
I'm struggling with creating interesting, grammar-focused, vocabulary limited stories for them.  But then again, maybe I'm not letting them play the game - I need to personalize more.

Sheltering vocabulary not grammar...

This seems to be a recurring theme for me: the struggle between covering it all and getting my students to acquire the language.  I realized that during my struggle to get myself back on track this semester, I assigned a vocabulary relevant story, but a grammatically irrelevant story (since we have a common assessment coming up).  We're currently reading the story ourselves.  So now I'm stuck in a situation where I have to navigate this mistake.  I need to get my students back to focusing on commands.  Does this mean I totally drop the story to the wayside or is there some other way to get them back on track.  The story follows a similar story line as one from Blaine Ray's LICT muchísimo book - Girl sells love pills, girl accidentally takes love pills, girl immediately falls in love with herself and never leaves the bathroom.  That's where I get into a bind - there aren't any other characters in my story, so it's pretty difficult to incorporate some sort of commands.  Any ideas out there?

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

TEACH high frequency, COVER the rest.

I love this quote from Blaine Ray - "TEACH high frequency, COVER the rest."  It is such a great piece of advice.  I've been stressing over all the vocabulary that I need to "teach" this semester as it seems like third year Spanish has waaaaay more grammar than is viable.  But as long as I stick to teaching the high frequency stuff, I can "cover" the rest through being random vocabulary in stories and on their vocabulary lists.  *sigh* It was just the piece of advice I was looking for today.  Sometimes I just need someone to remind me what TPRS is all about.

Bouncing back

Today during first period something amazing happened.  I tried teaching commands through the hokey pokey.  I was too scared to attempt this last year as it didn't fit my personality that I had built up between myself and my students.  I remembered that if I am enthusiastic and don't care about looking stupid, neither do the kids (as much).  So as we started the song I got the goofy "I'm so excited" look on my face, clapped and rubbed my hands together... and the fun started.  We sang and danced, had a great time, and most importantly, we learned a few commands quickly and painlessly. 

Throughout the day I did the song two more times.  My fifth period was the best, I suspect because I had taken a risk.  I had stepped outside the box.  My kids appreciated doing something goofy and different (because I'm not that creative and amazing yet with the CI/TPRS skills as I'd like to be). 

Sixth period finally felt like sixth period.  No, my sixth period ROCKS.  They are a great class. The reason it finally felt like sixth period is because things started to click today.  I think I started going slow enough, pausing, personalizing and translating enough.  During my sixth period today, I think my class exhaled because they finally had their teacher back, and I relaxed because I was finally back.  I haven't felt much like myself since the beginning of this semester, but boy... It is GOOD to be back. :)  I'm even kinda bummed that tomorrow is a test day!

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

You're just what I needed...

We had a wonderful 3 day weekend this past weekend.  It was just what I needed after making the realization that I was/am burnt out.  I've made some big shifts and so far life is much better.  Today felt like I was even closer to being back on track with my classes than I have yet this semester.  The main ingredient to success (especially in a high school classroom): enthusiasm.
Since I've started putting myself first, I have more enthusiasm and energy to use in the classroom. It's been a welcome shift.  I've moved away from using my lazer pointer to moving around the room.  I think this increases my students' learning two fold.  They watch me as I move, so I know who's paying attention; and I slow down, so they have time to process.  Things are coming together.  I just need to become more focused on teaching to the eyes.
On another note, I'm hoping that this class I'm taking currently will pay off.  I'm using the ADDIE instructional design template to design a "unit" (I guess?) around teaching my third years affirmative and negative commands through reading and storytelling.  I'm hoping it'll be useful.  If not, I've already made a few connections with my instructional coach at school which reaped a lot of benefits with interesting graphic organizers (which I can use in third year as reading checks/evaluations) and valuable discussions with her about the intended use of common assessments in our PLC work.
This week will go by quickly, but I feel like once I hit my stride with my first extended reading in each class, that's when I start to get comfortable again.  I wonder why?  Is it because I've gone through all the "steps" or is it because when we do the readings I feel like I have more of a crutch?  Either way, I feel like my strength is incorporating reading.  Which works out wonderfully since that's how we acquire language! :)  What is your strength?  How is this semester panning out for you? 

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

No one will take better care of you, than yourself.

Today is day two of my journey to understand perfectionism in order to not allow it to control my life.  Last night, I read a couple of articles, courtesy of my fiance, (here and here) on burnout.  I was pretty sure before reading that I was burnt out.  After reading the articles, I was absolutely sure and disappointed that some how I had gotten to that point.

A couple of messages rang loud and clear, but the most prominent was the fact that if you don't take care of yourself, no one will.  I'm still unsure if it the expectations I try to achieve are actually put on me by superiors or if they are imagined by myself.  Either way, I understand how important it is now to make myself a HUGE priority. 

Another message that rang clear was that people who are on their way to burnout minimalize their friend circle.  They often cut themselves off from the world.  That is exactly what I had done during the first semester.  It's easy to say "Not right now", but the fact is that we need friends and family as a support system.  We cannot do it on our own. 

After realizing these things last night, after my too long of a blog post :), I resolved to make this my mission for 2011.  I need to get my life balanced, and maintain that balance.  So I only did a 1/2 hour of work, then I knitted, drank some sleepytime tea and relaxed.  And guess what, today I was a MUCH BETTER teacher.